Even

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Even when I fail, I still love you


Even when I do things you don't want me to do, I still love you.


Even when I'm angry at you, I still love you


Even when I lose all my dreams, I still love you


Even when the pain becomes almost too much to bear, I still love you


Even when I witness so much hate, so much destruction, so much venom, so much devastation


I still love you


Even with all my disappointments, all my mistakes, all my lapses in judgement and my lack of self control


I still love you


I love you no matter what, God


I don't blame you for the darkness of my life


I don't blame you for my own mess-ups


I don't blame you for any of it.


I just want to go home to you.


I'm sorry for my part to play in the suffering of my life


Even with all this difficulty and all this evil


I still love you


And I will always love you, even as eternity grows unfathomably long

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